exit - i'm actually able to make a diagnosis about your condition, it's stumped me until now, but i just looked it up in my medical index and sure enough it's as clear as day. you suffer from a rare condition, only diagnosed by 2 other people - "chronic experimentation complex"; definition: one who chronically must experiment, results are made from unobtanium, a result that can never be reached; to never finish a project before starting over. see your doctor, there is help, you CAN lead a normal life with the right therapy and drugs, i don't know i'm a rocket scientist, not a doctor!!!! haha sorry i couldn't resist, all in good fun, i wanted to see your red all done in the sun, you could have at least taken a pic.