OP the problem is that you have too many available options and you are being paralyzed by the thought that perhaps if you make a choice it won't in future retrospect be the absolute best one.

I highly suggest dropping $15 on this book and reading it - big eye opener and will free you to make choices and enjoy them without second-guessing.

https://www.amazon.com/Paradox-Choice-Why-More-Less/dp/0060005696


Trying to enjoy life!