I look at it this way...either finish the dam challenger or start wearing skinny jeans and hitting up Starbucks for poetry night.

And stay off of speedtalk and ebay!

At this point you are living in your head and your own worst enemy.

Buy yourself a cold one and pick up a wrench.

Start attending the local track once a month minimum.

I built and broke three + cars since you forgot to check the oil and killed mopig mill #27.]

On my way to finishing three more lol. I have a wife, job, kids etc. and IMO that excuse only goes so far. 40 hours a week is nothing. Most racers I know work 50+ so they have car money to blow. As said above you have to want it.

Is that what you were looking for? Remember, this is a grown man's sport. You have to have some grit.