Two things are getting to me. The first things is trying to get Owen to eat. If he would eat, my job would be a whole lot easier. Next week we will be talking about a different appetite stimulant. The one he's on now isn't doing anything.

The second thing is that I have no energy left. I need a nap in the afternoons. His first appointment is usually at 7:15 in the morning. Then I sit in the waiting room for hours every day. You have no idea how exhausting that is. I think I need some exercise. My wife went back home so I don't have the luxury of taking a break to do something on my own.

We'll have a break in a couple weeks. I just have to push on. Owen's laugh and smile really keep me going.