On a side note 2 years ago they found what they thought was a spot on my thymph node by my throat area. Did scope surgery to find it wasn't cancerous I am wishing my good fortune then on you guys now that this isn't cancerous but just a growth! Stay strong! Like others said this is nothing that God doesn't know you and your family can handle. This will just make this and every Xmas from here on out that much more special to everyone!