Fred, I'm so very sad to hear this, may God's grace be upon you and your family.

I lost my brother Ryan on a December 23rd night, it's nearly 20 yrs ago now, and there has always been a meloncholy feeling we get around the Holidays and still, gradualy over a long long time is has yielded to an enlightened calm that comes with time knowing he is, as your son is as well... with the Lord.

My Deepest sympathies to you and your Family, my friend.

Bobby