I am very sorry to hear this. My son and I have have been racing together for about 15 years and worry that if something happened to me, what would my family do. All I would want is for them to be happy and safe and doing what they enjoy, with as little hardships as possible on them. Hopefully I have taught them all I can, and they can discern what I was right or wrong about. Your Father just passed to a higher level but He can see and hear and enjoy your experiences,and there will be times when you do something,you will know He is right there, and you will smile. My father died in 86 and I still think of him daily, and I talk to him, and his memory always makes me smile. God Bless!