I am SORRY about your loss.
I also lost my dad early, I was 17 and he was involved in a train wreck, he was 43.
There is NO way anyone can prepare for the impact of loosing a parent early.

I am like you and am trying to keep his memory alive thru me and the cars we have and own.

I leaned upon a lot of friends and family to help get thru the hard times. And I do mean there will be some Hard Times.

Try and Remember all the Good times you spent with him and around him.

Take Care of yourself and any Family that may need your shoulder to cry on or an ear to talk too.
My Prayers are with You and Your Family.
David